WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 23, 2015:

I owe an apology to readers for the lousy writing in the previous entry when my mind wasn't working well  The biggest problem I had was that when I tried to go back and make changes I couldn't; I couldn't put a cursor on the right place. For what it worth, I'll have to let that little piece stand.

December 22, 201
5:
Today was an en excellent day, really.  A day filled with experiences that in some respects, at least, important aspects of my life move in a positive direction sometimes
I"ve wanted for a long time to make this blogg a "journal" sort of like a diary reflecting daily (good and not so good) thoughts and feelings;, summaries I from communication with friendexperiences s on the left -- all of the help focus on communication; building a support system outside this place.  

Though this blogg was designed in part to describe how my trials and tribulatiations here at Plymouth Court and earlier  places I've lived since my Mother died 9 years ago, little has been published about what I go through on a daily basis and how that relates to my concept that the Medical System is in "Crisis." This morning I got up and I  realized  something I had previously refused to acknowledge. Today is a new day; with different circumstances; new challenges; chances to achieve life-long dreams People have been tellin telling me this all along, but it's been hard for me to hear it: I have no community of like-minded people here who are left-wing; my "treatment" is extremely regulated. I'm not even supposed to to say a word when my   brief is changed. These are just a few of the many, many things things that make me feel Medicine must be looked at  people are treated poorly, or well, factors like wealth and race play a part: My own illnesses are a big factor: at some points I'm just too "sick" to be well-oriented -ented to receive help; my own psychopathology causes me to be angry ina way I don't want to be - than the staff begin behaving more like "jailers" than caretakers       .

TODAY WAS SPECIAL SINCE KAY CAME DOWN, WE HAD A GOOD VISIT DURING A SPECIAL LUNCH - PART OF A HOLIDAY PARTY FOR RESIDENTS, FAMILY, AND FRIENDS.

TO ALL Friends: 

 

the day is at hand.  It's time, now, here, wherever we are to BEGIN to change the social structure. Out with the old, bring in the new: counter-culture; reving the unions; students teaching teachers, teaching students. Revive the old mythology. Recognize the ancient traditions of all faiths. Hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil.  Recognize the inherent goodness in all humanity.  Strive for ever and ever heights of evolution, through Revolution, 'til we see the dawning of a new day, a new man/woman, true enlightenment. "Goodnight, America, How  Are Ya; Don't You Know Me, I'm You're Native Son."